Judgment

Sometimes I wonder if they really see me

Or if they see the girl I show, even if it's not the real me

I wonder if they judge the type of person I am

I wonder if I judge them as much as they judge me

Do they judge me at all?

Probably.

But what I don't get is why they won't talk to me.

My world is ruined because of them.

I tried to kill myself because of them.

I needed help because of them.

It's all their fault.

I betrayed them.

So they betrayed me.