Lies

I speak alone
A girl in a world
Where no one understand.

No one notices me
No one even sees me
But I see all of them

I know their stories
And I know their secrets
I know their lies they tell me.

I know everything that they speak.
I know it all
So why do they keep lying to me?

Don't

Don't kiss me

If you are going to break my heart

Don't hold my hand

If you are going to leave it empty

Don't say I love you

If you don't really mean it

Don't whisper in my ear

If all you tell is lies

Don't lead me to your heart

If all you do is shadow me

Don't help me now

If you are going to shatter me

Don't say anything

Because I don't want to hear it.

Suicide

A wife, a mother, a daughter, a sister

We will all remember her;

She was an amazing child

Growing up in a household

With friends who were fond of her,

Now with a man who thought the world of her,

Children who adored her,

A mother who took care of her,

A sister that loved her oh so dearly;

She had a great life,

One that she seemed to enjoy

And then

BAM!

Right to the heart;

Shattered by a bullet,

And she was gone

By her own hand.

Gone (A different poem)

My ideas are gone, my brain is useless

Storing deep thoughts of life unknown

Hope unseen

Joy not worth living for

As my ideas try to flow from my hand to paper

I just try to recollect the feelings

That I once had

Just because of you

No more thoughts, no more ideas

No more worries, and no more pain

It helps to think about it sometimes

A million voices smash around in my head

Like tiny bees trying to escape out the window

Thump! Thump!